Where is it she goes?

What is trust? If I trust myself truly do I need it with others? If I know, beyond a doubt, that I am all right, I am complete, I will suffice with just me, then what does it matter if he is to be trusted or not.

I can't give it away again. to be smashed. I just can't. and I have a sinking feeling. dread. and what do I dread more? Learning that it has all been an illusion? again. or having to face the people I love after revealing to them that it all fell through. again.

Is my intuition really just a self fulfilling prophecy? Could I see a good thing if I had it? Will I ever have it?

There are some days I just feel broken for no reason at all.