I fill with anger knowing you're no longer my friend. and it's your fault. and I can't forgive you.
I wish I could forgive you.
I wish you were still my friend.
I wish we could still laugh until we cried, I wish we could still talk about anything at length.
I wish I could know what you're writing now. what you're reading.
I want to talk to you, and then the rage comes again. You've made it impossible.
I remember you...
and some days... I forget. and then I really feel sad. Knowing how far away I am from that friendship. I'm light years away.
I have amazing friends. but you knew me best. you just did.
